Losing My Balance: Using the Middle Ground to Find Fulfillment

I apologize for the time gap between posts; it's been a hectic week.  Excuses aside, I've been playing around with a few ideas in my head.  I could go in multiple directions, but as it usually goes one thought has made the push to take the lead.

Before I begin, I sometimes wonder if these posts are just pointing out the obvious.  I don't know if I'm ever really revealing some groundbreaking revelation that could potentially change the landscape of our lives as we know it.  I think, more accurately, I'm for the most part merely using these posts to serve as a reminder for the obvious.  Just because something is staring at you directly in the face doesn't mean you'll necessarily notice it.  We can all be blind to the conspicuous; it's human nature.

This string of posts, thus far, has seemingly been a journey to finding the path that leads to a happier, more fulfilling life.  This pursuit, though, isn't simply for a selfishly fulling life - although remnants of that remain - but instead I'd argue that it's a goal towards a universally fulling life.  This fulfillment that I'd like to achieve would permeate.  As I've said before, I tend to believe change often happens through a domino effect.  Think about it in terms of modernity: A YouTube sensation doesn't instantly become popular.  It takes one or a group of people to take notice, which leads to a certain domino effect.  Once one falls and sets motion in place, more fall consequentially and notoriety ensues.  Even with this blog, for instance, it took some friends to take notice and then they helped spread the word, which made for more readership.  So, after that long winded thought, let's get at it.

I believe that finding the middle ground in most scenarios is a vitally important component to find fulfillment and happiness.  I know that can be difficult sometimes especially when you've been raised to think one way or just have the personality traits to think another; however, I feel like amiable positions form from the middle ground.  Sometimes, yes, one needs to take a notion to the extreme to cause necessary change, but generally speaking extremes are called extremes for a reason.

I feel as though life is and has always been about finding balance.  People are always trying to find a certain balance in their lives.  For sanity purposes, many try to balance work and social lives, school and social lives, etc.  Sometimes you have to balance friends, activities, or even something as trivial as TV shows.

It seems as though a lack of balance is what causes problems.  Sides bickering for ultimate dominance of the situation, which leads to nothing necessarily productive in the end.  I know we all have pride and want to be right, but it doesn't always work out that way.  Sometimes, we are getting in our own way.

This search for the middle ground, or balance, takes many forms and could be exemplified in various situations. I'll give you an example of something I'm trying to find balance with in my own life:

I've really tried to be adaptable and easy going as I've gotten older.  If you know me, I'm one of the easier people to please.  I tend not to be picky and rather acknowledge the situation for what it is.  You offer me food, I'll eat it.  You need help, I'll help.  Unfortunately, while I think this aspect of my personality is amiable and has allowed me to sustain many friends and gain many others along the way, it has also hurt me at times.  I think, more often than I'd like to admit, I get too complacent.  For the most part, I'm totally with just going with the flow.  At the end of the day, I'd rather enjoy myself and my company rather than worry about the ultimately trivial details.  However, this complacency can be dangerous.  I've found myself put into situations that I really didn't want to be in or that weren't the most  providential because of my complacency.  Basically, I tend to open myself up to getting used at times.  While I like my ability to go with the flow, I also understand that sometimes I need to take a more aggressive stance or even definitive stance.  I can't constantly put myself in precarious situations just to appease.  YOU CAN'T APPEASE EVERYONE! 

Problematically, I can tend to say yes before really thinking about the situation because I so desperately want to make others happy. Again, I don't think it's a necessarily bad trait, but it's something that can really put me in a pinch at times.  I recently agreed to doing a task for someone at a lower cost when I may have to put off a better opportunity because of this task.  I'm sorry for the vague description, but for certain reasons that had to be vague.  Anyways, I basically now realize I've agreed to allow myself to be used.  It's frustrating.  This situation is a situation that makes me realize I need to find more balance. I should have thought about myself more before blindly agreeing.  

You may be questioning how me becoming more selfish makes for a more fulfilling world for others.  Fair.  I'd counter it by saying that I'm not really sure my heart is totally in this task now.  I'm worried I may not give my best effort because of the precarious situation I've been place in.  I now I'm a hard worker and will not let myself slack off, but I could potentially be hurting this vendor even though I've agreed to help.  If I would held a better state of mind from the get go, they wouldn't be set with certain expectations.  It probably would have been more beneficial to everyone involved.

We all have ideas, notions, opinions, etc.  I'm always baffled as how to we know who is more correct.  We think we know the answers, but do we really?  This questioning has lead me to search for this balance because I think within each opinion lies bits of truth.  Together, we may just find the answer.  It goes back to a button my high school used to give out: God doesn't make junk.

I tend to feel that if we could find common grounds or be more accepting, things would be better. It'd be swell if we could search for and work for such a stance.  The thing about stereotyping is it's cheap, but can serve some purpose.  For instance, many times you hate people from your rival school simply because they are from your rival school.  While a person can very well exemplify traits of the negative aspects of said school, that person is similarly an individual who carries distinctive traits.  As a left-handed person, I'm supposed to be more right brain oriented and thus creative.  While I posses the ability to write (I think), I cannot draw to save my life and many times I feel like I operated on a more analytic sense, which is a left-brain thing to do.  Etc. Etc. Etc.  There are two sides to a coin for a reason and the odds of the coin landed on one side is fifty percent for a reason.  No one side, usually, is in nature better than the other.

It's great that someone can talk to others with ease, but without an ability to listen you're talking alone.  It's great to be a good listener, but without a voice you remain stuck and faceless.  It's a difficult search to find empathy and ability to adjust and adapt. Ultimately, though, I think it's worth it.  We can't carry such heavy extremes around and expect auspicious results.  That's also something I've learned lately.  I can carry the same expectations of everyone I encounter.  I should carry expectations, yes, but I need to also be adaptable.  I need to find that middle ground; otherwise I get crushed.  Certain people are who they are and you need to accept that.  Doing so makes your time with them that much more enjoyable.  For instance, I have some friends who simple don't go out and who aren't active with the social life.  It was frustrating, but understanding and accepting that that is their personality has allowed me to not get so flustered and enjoy what makes our friendship enjoyable.

This post may have gone mercurially everywhere.  I apologize that this has been more of a regurgitation of many thoughts in a sporadic order rather than a nicely laid out series out logic.  I think, or hope, though that this thought makes sense.  I can be a nice driver who lets people get over into the next lane every time or I can be a jerk who gets mad at others for cutting me off/I could cut everyone off, but both scenarios are dangerous.  It's about situational adaptation and perception, I think.  I'm may be a fool, but I really tend to hold on to hope we can make tomorrow better today.  I think a great place to start is working towards figuring out how to find balance.   

The Conspicuous Void: An Issue We Face When Making a Change

I've spent quite some time thinking about and writing about ways to improve my, your, or our life.  A few posts back, I wrote about taking an active approach to improving your life and followed that up by suggesting a few strategies to successful take those steps.

The other day, I was browsing YouTube and came across a channel I've watched a few times before.  Basically, it's this former body builder giving advice about various issues.  He ranges from body building tips to health tips to life tips and everything in between.  I really like his raw honesty--it's refreshing.  A video came up in the suggested videos section of YouTube and after watching it, I was inspired for this post.  I had already been thinking about this topic, but the video gave me the extra push I needed.

To give you a reference point, the guy's video was his response to a question from one of his subscribers.  The question was basically laid out as this: "I really want to be successful and am inspired by how you've found success, but I've been addicted to video games for ten years and it's destroying my life.  What do I do?"

Being addicted to video games so weird and juvenile, but it's a real issue for some people.  People have strange addictions and this addiction is no different from the next in the sense that it is controlling/ruining a life.  In short, the YouTuber said the best way to make a drastic life change is by either having a big goal or having tragedy strike.  Basically, he was saying you need something dramatic to happen if you want to break the chain because things like addictions aren't easily defeated.  He made a good point when he said having a big, ambitious goal can be good but the danger in lies with the fact that it is something you're running towards and not from.  If you see the end, you aren't always going to have the motivation to get there quicker because you know/presume you will get there.  Conversely, if you have something chasing you/biting you in the ass, you're going to start running.

He admitted the advice was extreme, but he suggested that the guy take his video game consoles and smash them.  Then, he said to suggested the guy get in his car and drive away.  He wanted him to doing something extreme so he could have a moment where he realized, "Crap, I really need to figure something out."  While it's a little extreme, it makes sense.

Maybe not everyone has an addiction, or at least an extreme addiction, but we all have our weaknesses.  Problematically, these weaknesses can really have an adverse affect on our lives.  Sometimes, we decide we want to make a change for the better.  For instance, if you spend way too much time on Facebook, you may decide that you're only going to check it twice a day for ten minutes instead of spending hours on social media.  Or, you could decide you're going to cut down on TV time or stop eating fast food.  There are limitless examples of things people could decide to stop doing.  Making this decision is great and ambitious.  Cutting down or stopping certain poisons in your life could really improve things.  Note: I don't think activities like playing video games, checking Facebook, eating fast food, etc are innately bad.  When they start taking over your life, it's a problem.  Moderation people.

The Real Issue

At this point, you may be wondering where I'm going with this, and I don't blame you.  So, I'll cut to the chase.  While it's auspicious to make decisions like the examples above, or to want to stop your addiction to video games like the subscriber, it isn't easy task.  No shit Sherlock. You can do it, surely, but what makes it really difficult is people don't always take into account the void.  That's the real kicker.  If someone is used to playing video games two hours a day, for instance, and they decide to only play for say thirty minutes they are left with an extra hour and a half.  I think the really struggle comes in figuring out how to fill that hour and a half.  You can say you'll use it to be more productive, but unless you have an idea in place you run the risk of not having anything to do, which could lead to boredom, which could lead to relapse.

I'll use myself as an example. There have been many times this summer when I've decided that I'm not going to go on social media and I'm going to avoid video games in order to be productive.  Then, the time comes and while I want to be productive, I'm unsure of what "being productive" means.  I didn't label it correctly.  Sure, I've spent the time job searching, but one can only do that for so long without going insane.  Then I could blog, but that only takes a bit of time.  So, at times I'm left pondering what I'm doing with my life.  It's a real struggle.  Then what happens? Facebook, Twitter, ESPN, etc.

Sometimes, you do need something dramatic to really kick your butt in to gear. Some people just won't find the motivation otherwise.  I think, though, many of us have to drive to make that positive change, but we just need a better strategy to do it.  There are many options out there, we just have to have the courage to pick one and go for it.  It's great to want to make a change, but usually a change involves going from one thing to another.  If you merely quit one thing, a conspicuous void will haunt you.  Think about it.  You're so used to doing one thing; it's nearly impossible to quit cold turkey without replacing it.  I think again it comes to mettle and moxie.  I really like that phrase because I think it fits with so many aspects of life--the ability to go for something while being able to adapt and cope.  Sometimes, you just need to make a leap.

Conclusion

When you decide that an aspect of your life is being detrimental to the overall productivity and happiness of your life, the gain of time is really providential.  It can be a burden, yes, but you're making a conscious decision to improve so why not take it a step further.  You've given yourself the opportunity to keep your house clean, learn how to cook, join a new club, learn a new trade, live a happier life.  We just have to find a way to figure out what we really want.  Some people know off the bat--they've been putting a dream or necessity off for too long and can fill that void.  Others need motivation.  Others need to dig deep and weigh the pros and cons with lists.  Everyone has there unique quirks that make them special.  I don't know what the answer is to finding the fill for the void; I just think we need to be more conscious of the precarious nature of that void.

I believe you and I can cut out or cut down some negative aspects of our lives.  We just might need to rethink about our approach and take it on with a greater force.  Life is too short and too precious to waste.  Don't you want to live the best life you can? Don't you want to find fulfillment and happiness?  I know I do; that's why I'm constantly trying to figure out ways to reach that goal.  Hopefully, together, we can reach that goal.

I Forgot My Inhaler: Seeking a Solution to the Difficulty of Meeting New People

Well, I had planned to write about one topic, but then having a conversation last night seemingly forced my hand to switch last minute.  Don't worry, the original topic may make an appearance as soon as tomorrow. We shall see; if not, next week for certain.

This post if focused towards my fellow recent college graduates, but I think it can serve definite relevance to a multitude of individuals.  The more I think about it, the more I think we all could use this reminder to some extent.

A couple of posts ago, I talked about the difficulty of transitions in terms of friendships.  I wrote about how peculiar and difficult starting over constantly can be.  Now that college has passed, while many people have solid friendships fortified after four years together in the close and comfortable confines of college, many people aren't in the same boat.  Furthermore, many recent grads have either moved back home, moved to a new place, or had several close friends move away.  On top of that, I have found many people, myself included, wanting to maybe expand their friend circles.  Personally, I think this problem can arise for various people.  For instance, a family who moves to a new town, someone older who doesn't have friends or has lost friends, even people in college, high school, etc.  Heck, grandparents (who I doubt read this blog) get lonely too.  So, therein lies the question: How do you make new friends outside of an overtly convenient setting?

Well, well, well...

As with most things, I don't think there exists an easy answer to this question, and yet I think the solution may possibly be easier than we think. Before I get into the solution, or possible solution, I want to discuss why this problem exists in the first place.  While it's difficult to start over throughout our period of growing up in terms of friends, we take advantage the convenience of school.  Going to school makes it SO easy to make friends.  Okay, yes, it isn't always super easy.  At various stages of life you're going to have to deal with the popular kids, the cliques, the bullies.  While I understand those are really struggles and issues, I'm not sure they are as extreme or frequent as movies portray or the news relays.  I could be wrong, though.  I'm sorry if that was the case.  Anyways, back to the point.  When you are surrounded by a ton of people for numerous hours a day every day or in college where you not only have class with people but you also live with those people, you are bound to find and form friendships.  You don't feel much pressure, necessarily, because you have so many people to pick from and can choose the friends you want.  It's not like you have to make the best first impression because you'll surely get ten thousand (hyperbole) more chances.  In terms of pressurized situations, making friends in school, college especially, doesn't score high.

It's weird, I feel like we are almost spoiled and equally hurt in this sense.  While some people are naturally outgoing and make friends, regardless of the situation, with ease, others of us haven't learned or been trained to so naturally meet new people.  Now that we are graduated, it's difficult to think of situations that are easily facilitate friendships.  You don't have that class or club or event to just make new friends.  And even if there is an event, the likelihood of you ever seeing that person again is slimmer by the minute.

So, basically, it seems really difficult to meet new people.  Beside the convenience, I know a lot of people my age especially (possible other ages as well) think it is weird and creepy to go up to random people and start a conversation.  It doesn't seem to be quite socially acceptable.  With that comes a certain embarrassment, a certain nervousness.  What do I say? What if they don't like me? I shouldn't do it. Ugh, they're leaving.

On top of that, we similarly have the problem of meeting people we'd like to date.  I think even more pressure and anxiety exists within that realm.  Yes, we're all (mostly) legal to go to bars.  But do you really want to meet you significant other there?  I mean, it could definitely work out, but from what I've gathered and seen, not a whole lot of successful, fruitful relationships come from bar hookups.  Note: I think some people may argue that's not necessarily the case as it worked for some in college.  I'd argue college bar hookups aren't necessarily the same.  When you meet someone, generally, at the bar in college, they are also a student so while inebriation facilitates the relationship, the educational and goal oriented aspect of the individual drives it forward.  You also have the wonderful world of online dating, which is a whole different and interesting animal.

Deep down, I bet you could find someone at any age struggling with this problem.  Heck, I know I have already, or at least thought about it obviously.  So what's the solution?

A couple quick hit ideas

I think what we need to realize, first and foremost, is that just because we've matriculated into adulthood doesn't mean we have to stop living life.  Au contrarie.  Many opportunities for use exist outside of college to meet new people, it just takes a bit more effort.

First, the working world.  While there probably won't be an influx of college grads walking around your new place of employment, there are sure to be some.  Also, there should be some individuals somewhat around your age there, they may just be a couple years older, which is okay!  Think about it as a school type situation and build a friendship.  You can do it!

Maybe you want to leave work at work and not integrate workmates into your social circle.  Fine.  I think the other oft forgotten but obvious way to meet new people is by doing something you enjoy.  Say what? By that, I mean join something.  If you like yoga, take yoga classes.  If you enjoy soccer, join a soccer league.  If reading books if for you, join a book club.  It's not as easy as going to the club fair within the first couple weeks of school starting, but such clubs and organizations exist.  You could even volunteer at various places.  It's really a win-win situation.  For one, you are doing something you enjoy, which gets you doing something besides working.  Secondly, you get to meet people who already share a commonality with you.  Isn't that what helps form friendships? Commonalities?  I think so.  Google is a magical and mystical place that can find you where such things exist in close proximity to your place of residency.  You can do it! The best part of it all? If it doesn't work out, you don't have to go back! Just take a chance.

So, I think those are two very viable paths you could take to meeting new people, but I don't think you or I or we are limited to just those two, bars, online, etc.

My theory

I think ultimately meeting new people requires three words.  I actually told a different friend this phrase the other day and it stems from when I was younger and my brother used to give me advice.  The three words? Mettle and moxie.  What alliteration, right?!

At the end of the day, I think it comes down to our ability to throw ourselves out there and move on.  Courage and ability to handle adversity.  My brother would often tell me, especially when talking about

meeting potential relationship interests, "Go for it, if it fails what do you lose?".  What a great insight.

Think about it.  We get so worried and so caught up in what to say or failing or being creepy when it comes to meeting new people, especially when it comes to people living in our building, people at stores, strangers at events, someone walking down the street, etc.  I empathize with the averse and apprehensive feelings.  I've felt and feel the same way.  But seriously, what do we have to lose?  The person was not in your life to begin with, right? You're interested in meeting him or her.  If you try talking and it doesn't work they are not in your life.  So, what you're saying is he or she isn't in my life and may ultimately not be in my life? Exactly!  It's like you're betting on a 50/50 jackpot and you got the ticket for free.  You're taking a risk or a gamble, but you can only gain.  Oh no, you made a fool of yourself and got rejected in the supermarket.  You can never go to that super market again..oh wait!  If the person is going to degrade you for opening conversation, were they worth it in the first place?  Think of the potential, this person could be your friend, he or she could be a lover, he or she could be a total jerk.  Right now he or she isn't anything.  So, if he or she doesn't turn out to be anything..bing, bang, boom..NOTHING HAPPENS! How great is that?!

Gambling with relatively nothing to lose.

You've made friends before; you've met new people before.  Do you know what that means? You're likable, you can talk to people, etc.  What should you talk about? Well, you could pick a topic relevant to your location since you're both in the same place.  Or, you could simple say hey, I just thought you seemed interesting.

I think a great example of enacting this mettle and moxie is this YouTube channel called Simple Pickups.  While at first glance, you might say that this channel is misogynistic because it makes girls simple objects as these guys try to get there number.  I think to extent, that's probably true.  However, they've gone on record as saying they don't usually call the girls or take advantage of their numbers.  Instead, they're just trying to show people you can meet people even by being random.  They don't always succeed, but to my point and theirs it takes mettle and moxie.  They don't let one rejection get them down because that rejection was from someone who is and was nonexistent in their lives. The act of talking to people, they show, is pretty innocuous.  They do a bunch of ridiculous things and yet are still able to get girls' numbers.  I'm not suggesting you be over-sexual or overtly ridiculous, but I'm just saying you can talk to strangers. It's okay.

I sometimes think we make life out to be more difficult than it actually is.  This problem seems to be a excellent example.  We sometimes take our pride too seriously and rejection too harshly.  I'd hope by now we could realize that many of the most successful people throughout history failed and were rejected numerous times before succeeded.  It happens.  So, my friends, whether you are just graduated from college, have been out of college for twenty plus years, never went to college, or are just someone looking to meet new people, I believe in you; I believe in us.  We can, by just going for it, meet new people.  Hopefully, I've laid out some ideas that you could use to improve your situation.  Is it an easy solution? I think it depends on the individual.  But I do think a solution exists and you should never simply throw in the towel.  Fight on.

The Me, Me, Me Generation and Why I have Faith in it

Over the years, a lot has been said about my generation, the Millennials. While I won't deny some positive descriptions have been used, the most notably colloquial description of my generation is that we are the Me, Me, Me generation. Many people, our elders in particular, deem us as overly self-centered, narcissistic, lazy individuals who are selfish and riddled with entitlement. We want, want, want.

Now, I could delve deeper into this claim using research, statistics, articles, etc.  I could, but you also could look that up.  Statistics are and can be good to help aid or detract from an argument. True.  However, this blog thus far has been about deeper, more critically oriented think.  Instead of solely relying on emotion or numbers, I've tried to look at things logically speaking; breaking topics down based on thoughts and experiences.  Thus, I intend to go through with this post without looked at numbers. Instead, I want to write based on people I know or have encountered.  I want to tell you why while many people see my generation in a negative light, I can't help but hold on to hope that we are going to be alright.  Or at the very least, we have more potential than some give us credit for. I believe we have what it takes to move the world forward.

Breakdown

Before I get into why I'm hopeful.  I want to take a closer look at my generation and past generations.  Are we/have we been selfish? Certainly.  I can't honestly deny that fact.  As someone who has really tried to not be selfish, I remember being a kid and wanting certain toys or food or privileges and getting upset when they weren't afforded to me.  I deserved it!  I know people who are still selfish. I'd like to point out that every generation deals with some sort of selfishness.  I don't think we are necessarily an outlier in that aspect. The depth of our selfishness is really what makes us the Me, Me, Me generation.  But seriously, we all have dreams money can buy.  So, before I move on, please note that I understand and accept responsibility for being selfish and am not trying to justify our inherent selfish natures. BUT, and this is a big but, I think maybe we should look at the circumstances more closely because I think it's really important and does play a role.  So, now, follow me on my journey as I travel back in time:

My Grandparents' Generation:

I'm starting here because my great-grandparents came from Poland/Germany/Austria (some mixture of the three, but as my dad delves deeper into our family's history, it seems we are mainly Polish).

My grandparents and their siblings were children of folks who were relatively new to this country and didn't have the education, opportunities, or maybe even abilities to attain jobs that fully-supported their families. The resources weren't available for my grandparents to be truly selfish. They were more worried about trying to survive.  A few tidbits:

My grandma used to tell me about her favorite goat growing up (maybe a lamb but pretty certain it was a goat).  The goat was her pet and she genuinely had feelings for it.  One day after dinner was served, she asked her mother what they were eating.  It was her pet goat.  That's kind of mortifying to think about and I now farm pets face similar fates today, but the fact of the matter is the family needed to eat. Period.  My grandma had no choice or ability to be selfish in keeping the goat.

My great uncle had to drop out of school before reaching high school just to support his family.  Education wasn't on the forefront for him because he knew if he kept going to school, there wouldn't be a future for him to utilize his gained knowledge anyways.  Think about how tough that has to be for a kid.  Dropping out of school and knowing you have to work long, tedious hours for a minimal paycheck that goes straight to your family.  I don't know if my generation could handle that.

Not a real picture of mine, but interesting.

This last tidbit/story always stood out to me:  My great aunt was between the ages of 9 and 13, I believe, when she dropped out of school to help support her family.  She went to work at a factory, but was denied because she was too small.  They actually weighed her and decided she couldn't handle the workload.  What did she do? Did she mope? Nope.  She filled her socks with coins and went back to the factory.  Suddenly, she weighed enough to work there.  Now that's determination!

My grandparents' generation, based on what I know about their lives, was about surviving.  I could go deeper into things, but I think the point has already been made.  Yes, they struggled much more than we do, but it's what was required of the times. They didn't have the resources we have available today.  Their families needed them to be unselfish or they wouldn't have much of a chance to survive. They had to grow up quickly, adapt, and survive.

My Parents' Generation:

As progress was made, my parents' generation had it a little bit easier than my grandparents.  No one in my mom or dad's family had to drop out of school to support the family; however, many did still support the family.  I'm fairly certain my dad and his siblings and my mom and her brother all found some means of income while growing up.  I've heard stories of how siblings in my dad's family would help each other out when they were working. Some tidbits:

My aunt would give my dad a couple bucks to go out every once in a while.

Also interesting to note, car access was limited.  My dad's sister was the first person to drive in his family. My grandma didn't get her license until she was in her sixties.  And even then, they only had one car to share.

My grandma would get sick a lot as my mom was growing up.  Her dad would often work long hours to help support the family and presumably allow my mom and her brother to go to school and not have to endure a similar fate as he and his siblings did (that is, dropping out).  As a consequence, my mom would often have to cook and clean and take on larger responsibilities as a youth.

Another thing to realize is that college wasn't as big of a priority.  Not everyone went to college or could go to college at that point.  Again, they couldn't necessarily be selfish.  I mean they could, yes, but circumstances were different.

While these things happened, though, they did get to have childhoods as well.  My dad will often tell me stories about the adventures he had with his friends growing up. My parents were able to get better educations and better jobs. That generation was afforded new opportunities.

My generation:

I think what's really cool about looking at one generation to the next is how kids become parents and parent based on their childhoods. What I mean is, even in this small scale sample size you can see that when kids grow up and become parents they are obviously trying to give their kids a better life than they had.  It doesn't always work out that way, but I truly believe the intention is there.  I'd even venture to say that my great-grandparents leaving Poland, Germany, or Austria did so to give their kids better opportunities.

Some things to think about for my generation:
While this is not true for everyone, most kids didn't have to worry about getting jobs early.  Some got jobs babysitting, mowing lawns, etc. but parents often made enough money so that we didn't have to even consider getting a job at a young age.

On top of that, many gives enjoyed the privilege of receiving a magical, mystical word called allowance.

My generation has been privileged with great and growing technology.  We've grown up with it and it's become part of us.

Our parents didn't necessarily have a ton growing of things up and many, I'd venture, didn't want us to grow up in a similar fashion.  Maybe it's compensating; maybe is living vicariously. I don't know, but what I do know is that we've been pampered with gifts since we are little kids.

Most families have multiple cars.

Education is at the forefront.  Kids need to and are expected to go to college.  It is no longer become a delicacy, of sorts.  Instead, that's what's important.

Our parents want us to have better lives so our future kids can have better lives.  I think with the way technology, jobs, education, etc. has progressed we've become more susceptible to being selfish.

Instead of playing baseball in the street, it's playing travel to make us better.  Instead of doing chores to help the family, we started getting paid to make our beds.  Instead of trying to survive, we are trying to live luxuriously. Face the facts, the resources we have today are above and beyond what our grandparents dealt with and our parents as well.  Yes, we are a generation about me, but we were also born into it.  We didn't miraculously create it.

I have and I know others who have faced certain struggles, but I don't think anyone has had to deal with those struggles like they did in the past because of technology, resources, etc.  Our parents have tried to take that burden off of us (for the most part). Unfortunately, without that burden we can sometime think innately we must be entitled to the constant attention.  I mean, think about it, kids are getting cell phones, smart phones, before they turn ten years old.  I'll tell you this much, they surely aren't buying the phones!

So, can we be selfish? You bet. But can we please think about the circumstances?  Every generation is going to be mixed with good and questionable characters.  Please try not to pile us all into one group.  I really believe our generation can continue this trend of improvement.

My faith/hope in my generation

I tend to believe that much of this debate comes down to maturity.  Think about it (based on my examples): Our grandparents had to be mature as young children; our parents had be mature as young teens; and us? Well, we really aren't forced to be mature until either some tragedy hits or college.  It isn't the norm now to need to be mature at a young age.  We don't have that sense of responsibility, truly, until college now.  Why? I think that's the first time our independence is truly test (Yes, people get tested early and face difficulties, but I'm fighting against a generalization so I'm using a generalization). Once that maturation hits, I think people really are turning for the better.

Obviously, not everyone will mature in the same sense.  Some people will continue to leach off of their parents' funds, think selfishly, or just be poisonous viruses to the world. But I think my generation has a lot more potential than you think.

Note:  For the purpose of displaying examples, I have pulled four 'tweets' from four people I follow on twitter.  I didn't include their names, but I assure you they're all "Millennials."

I'd like you to consider these four tweets as evidence.  While we grow up thinking about me, I see more and more people my age instead thinking about we or you.  While I know of people who are taking on careers to accrue money and become affluent (which could be beneficial to giving both them and their future kin better living conditions), I see just as many if not more people looking to help others.  Yes, the country is struggling economically, but I see people looking to do more than get money.  I think we're at a point were money is nice, but people are beginning to understand they can live fulfilling lives and make enough to survive on.  

I think my grandparents' and my parents' generations laid a financial foundation for us and while it took us and takes us awhile to realize what they did, we are starting to walk through the doors they've opened and create our own paths.  I think what is particularly neat and interesting about my generation is that they are trying to make a better world.  

Again, consider the above tweets.  Finding fulfillment in teaching and coaching others, questioning what is really important in life, helping others, moving society forward.  

I know many people who have recently graduated and instead of beginning their careers have pursued opportunities to volunteer and teach and serve throughout the country.

I know people who just want to help others and show them how great life can be.

I know many people who want to be successful so they can help give their parent(s) things they could never afford because they realize the sacrifices that were made.

I know many people who want to lay down the foundation for their future children to grow up in a world that tolerates opinions and people, that loves more and hates less, that's open to dreaming big.

We have the technology, education, and drive to make a real difference.

Are we perfect? No way.  We still struggle with racism, sexism, prejudices, stubbornness, entitlement, etc. You name it, we got it.  But I think you can see a certain progression from generation to generation, and I'd argue that my generation understands this and wants to take it to the next level.  We want to and are willing to make this world a better place.  It won't be perfect but maybe we can lay the foundation down so that our future kin can take it a step further. 

At the end of the day, what I'm trying to say is don't count us out.  We may do things differently from previous generations and our methods may seem unorthodox, but I do think we are figuring things out.  For the older generations, think about when you were in our spot.  I can't believe that your parents thought you were wrong in some of your beliefs too.  Didn't that teach you anything? I hope we can learn and move forward like you did in certain respects.  I know we aren't perfect and we can be self-centered, but I also know too many good people who are destined for great things.  It may take us longer to realize our purposes and potentials, but when we do, watch out.

Stopping the Negativity: Pondering How We can Live Happier Lives

As always, my mind has been running non-stop lately.  Obviously certain situational factors play a role, but now is not the time to delve into those issues.  Instead, I'll like to write about a thought that has been traversing my mind for some time now.  This past week, this particular thought has cause many sleepless nights.  Thus, I reckon it's about time I write them down.  My gut tells me that this post will be lengthy because I really want to try and attack it from multiple angles.  This topic needs to be fleshed out.

What's the word, bird?

You know what often irritates me? People.  While I try to see every perspective and try to accept other's thoughts, beliefs, and decisions, I sometimes just can't fully grasp what people do. It's frustrating.  I want to get that off my chest now to so I don't sound as preachy.  I'm not claiming to be perfect. I know I'm not. But I have learned and as someone who strives to live rationally, that is based off logic, I'd like to relay my logical argument in hopes that maybe even one person who reads this post will walk away with a gained perspective.

So, what exactly am I getting at here? What exactly do I mean? I basically want to discuss why we need to stop hating people, or at least exerting energy to extend hatred or even general disapproval.  I want to make it clear now, before I really get into this topic, that I am not here to bash political parties, ideologies, etc.  I will bring up various examples, but please take them as examples and nothing more.

On a personal level

I know a lot of people who, myself included, get absolutely flustered and irritated by the actions of other people.  I've touched on this issue in the past, including briefly in my farewell article for Xavier's Newswire, but I'd like to expand on this thought.

This irritation stems from multiple reasons.  It could be the fact that someone is making harmful life decisions; it could be someone is flaking out constantly; it could be that someone is bickering constantly; it could be someone is simply (to you) being dumb.  The list could really go on, but I trust you get the point.

I've been working on not letting these things bother me as much lately and it really does make a difference. I'd venture to guess that for most people, initially at least, the frustration stems from a genuine desire to help.  I know for me that's often been the case.  I have wanted to help people see how detrimental their decisions are or have been.  I often think that if they'd just listen to me I could help make things better.  This initial desire to help often turns into almost an unhealthy desire to control.  Other times, people flat out disappoint you, which may hurt even more.  You find yourself trying to improve or change the situation, but I'm here to tell you that you're energy is ultimately wasted and you actions are often erroneous.  Let me explain:

No matter how much you desire to change someone, you can't forcefully do so.  At the end of the day, a person will do what he or she wants or decides to do (obviously this doesn't include those in particularly precarious positions). I can't, you can't, we can't control others. It's really that simple. We have to learn to let go of our constant need to control.

Although our efforts might be innately good, they are potentially dangerous.  Spending so much energy into something to no avail can be seriously draining.  You can give someone the tools to succeed, but you can not hold his or her hand every step of the way.  Harping over the results, while arguably amiable, only worsens your own self-being.  Someone will only change or improve if they want to.  Forcefully shoving opinions or help down someone's throat gets neither party anywhere.  If the person doesn't want to except it, the advice is in vain.  This results in negative energy being spent being worried or frustrated.  It hurts you in the end. Why erroneously expend energy when you can channel it towards other things?

I'm not saying to care about people or want to help, I'm merely saying know your limits and understand where you stand. It's great to have good intentions, but it's not worth the frustration sometimes.  For instance, I had a friend in high school who would come to me for advice.  Oddly, my advice was received but never enacted into fruition.  Eventually, I had to realize that I did all I could do and the rest was up to him.  It's his decision, it's his life and I have to accept that.  I gave the tools I could. Period.  Before I realized that, it was taking such a toll because I cared so much. Almost too much.

As for the people who disappoint you, LET IT GO.  You're going to disappoint people and similarly people will disappoint you. If they do, let it go. You can't change what happened. It's in the past. Spending negative energy hurts your present superfluously.  Life is too brief to be constantly thinking negatively and worrying about who said what or who did what.  Move on.  If a person continues to disappoint you or continuously fails to live up to your expectations, MOVE ON.  Eventually, you need to realize some people just aren't worth the energy.  There are too many good people out there and too many positive experiences to be had to worry about someone.  As I alluded to in my previous post, people come and go. So, if you lose a friend along the way, don't fret. It happens.  Getting mad or doing something you'll regret is never worth it.  The best revenge is to live a happy and fulfilling life.

Post Writing Interjection: If someone does disappoint you, make sure you tell them or they will never know or learn.  By me saying let it go, I'm simply implying let go of the negative energy because it happened; however, I thought I should clarify I'm not implying you should simply move on because that will just make an isolated situation grow into constant frustration.  Discuss, talk, debate. Just don't get caught up in constant negativity.

On that note, if someone does stop talking to you or someone does something irrevocably wrong let it go.  I get it, we are prideful, passionate beings.  We want to stand up for what is right and we want to show up those who wrong us.  In the end, though, is it worth it? What really are you going to accomplish from getting upset.  Really, that person wins because not only do they do something against you but they also are able to rule your mind and emotions.  While it won't always work out this way, usually life has a tendency to work things out.  If a person is truly wrong, won't he or she receive what he or she deserves in the end?  Someone doesn't want to be your friend anymore? Their loss.  Someone harms you? Natural law will take care of that.

I just feel like we need to stop the notion that we can avenge everything ourselves.  It rarely ends up good and often time takes away from the real positives in our lives.  It's just not worth it.

Okay, I don't want to get super religious on you but I'm going to say something and leave it at that: I believe that God exists.  Based on that notion, it's easier for me to let go of disagreements.  Like, if someone has a different ideology than I do.  The way I see it, if said person is wrong, he or she will know in the end. Same with me.  We choose what we believe as right and wrong but that doesn't mean we are right or wrong.  We believe we are right. We have faith we are right. But we can't TRULY know until we meet our maker. Right? So, why waste your energy belittling, demeaning, or getting mad at others? Enjoy people for the positives they bring into your life. If we only concentrate on the negatives, they'll devour us like poison. Then, what good is living a life where you're always getting in arguments? I'm sorry, but I can't imagine that's our purpose.  I hold onto hope we are alive for more than that. Which leads me to...

Groups/People/Organizations/Etc.

I was initially going to break these down, but I think I've established enough to where I can wrangle the general idea of groups together.  In a similar sense to individuals, people often find conflicts with others.  To me, at the end of the day, it's really kind of silly.

Before I expand, let me clarify a few things.  I'm not sitting here trying to say you shouldn't have beliefs or opinions or qualms with others.  Holding onto beliefs and ideals give us identity.  They help form the makeup that creates our individuality.  It's a necessary aspect of life.  I don't think we'd have free will if we couldn't have differing opinions.  So, if you feel strongly about something, keep on believing. Keep on supporting.

My question is simple: Why do we fight so much? I understand there are disagreements, but it doesn't make sense to spend so much time arguing.  For instance, a liberal and conservative.  I've witnessed some pretty intense debates and fights between the two parties.  I think it's fine to discuss difference.  A healthy debate helps drive thinking forward.  But, when people spread hatred and fighting endlessly over it. Why?  What is that going to solve?

People have a right to have their views. Respect that.  On the note, why get so flustered about things you can't control?  For instance, a lot of people constantly bashed President Bush when he was in office and the same goes currently with President Obama.  While you may not agree with their actions, I beg you to stop being so damn negative all the time. Roll with the punches. Here's the deal: These men were elected. Period. You didn't/don't agree with them? Okay, that's fine. But, tell me, what does spreading hatred/bigotry/etc going to do to improve the situation? Nothing. The elected official, at the end of the day, is still in charge. I feel like if we spent less energy trying to demonize everyone or debate who is more correct than the other, we could actually make some positive improvements in this world.

Same goes with certain issues like equality, gun control, etc.  People are going to feel what they feel. People are going to want what they want.  Why get so uptight about it? It does no one any good.  At the end of the day, you aren't going to change them.  People will love who they want. People will buy what they want.  Being bigots, on either side of the fence, does nothing.  It's just a bunch of wasted energy.

Post Writing Interjection: I know I basically said something along these lines, but I again want to ensure I clarify.  Sometimes people have to do things to fight for what they believe in.  I'm not saying you should stop believing or working towards attaining goals.  Instead, I'm simply wondering why we let what others are doing drive us so bonkers.  In certain instance, yes, it will effect the population as a whole, but if it isn't really directly effecting you (really think about that) than why are you spreading negative feelings.

For instance, there was recently a big controversy about an author who happens to be Muslim writing a book about Jesus.  The author is a religious scholar with a PhD who has studied and researched for over 20 years, yet on a Fox News interview all they could ask him was what kind of right he had to write the book and how invalid the book must be because he is Muslim. What was weird to me, though, was while the interviewer seemingly attacked the author, I just found myself curious enough to read the book, which seems counterintuitive to their goal.  If they didn't agree with it, why promote it?  To each their own, I guess. I just want to know where the constant bickering (that isn't innately productive) gets us?

Again, as someone who believes that God exists, I can't help but leave the ultimate judging up to Him.  While I know and understand the Church's teachings, who am I to interpret what is right and what is wrong? I feel like those people will learn if they lived the correct life after death.  Judging harshly, making other's live's miserable because I don't agree with them or I think I know what is right and wrong doesn't allow me to live a life of impact.  Instead, I'm wasting my energy by unnecessarily terrorizing who in the end is either going to be punished or rewarded for the life they lived.  Logically speaking, again, I just don't see how getting mad at everyone who disagrees with us is how we are supposed to live our lives.  If you believe in God or a God, do you really think people were put on this planet so others could demean them for being different? Does that really sound like a loving being?  Disagree all you want, but why turn to being ruthless to others.  It just doesn't make sense to me.

I almost see it as an expanded Paschal's Wager.  Where many of us are decided to wager that our beliefs are true instead of having our beliefs and accepting the fact that others have beliefs.

I know I said I didn't want to go too much into religion (and I don't think I have really besides stating my belief in the existence of God) but this even follows religion.  With so many religions out there, how do we really know who is right and who is wrong?  It doesn't make logical sense to me that a loving an ultimately, singularly "correct religion" exists.  If that is the case, well shoot a lot of people are screwed!  Again, though, why let that bother you? What can you REALLY do about it? (I really wish we could take a step back and consider that). We preach love, but the moment someone has a different stance we act hate. Furthermore, have you ever stopped to consider that some people believe in certain things because it was the life they were born into? Yes, we have a chance to be educated and make our own decisions, but our foundations is fortified during our youth and often times carries throughout adulthood.  This is a way to say blame the parents, I'm just saying consider the unlimited combination of backgrounds someone can come from.

It just seems to me that we have so much potential for greatness, so much energy, but we wastefully exert too much worrying about ultimately unimportant things.  Our pride can get in the way.  We could be spending the energy making a positive impact. We could be spending that energy enjoying life with friends, family, others, and strangers alike. We could love fully and rid ourselves of the hate. There's enough of that going around, we don't need to add to it.

Quick example

The other day someone posted a link online that I found humorous yet coincidentally relevant to the post. Click the link here.  Basically, it's a bunch of pictures that show two churches speaking to each other through sings, debating whether or not dogs go to heaven.  It matters not their denomination. Instead, I just found it so interesting how one church got so frustrated by the outlandish claim that dogs could enter heaven while the other church just tried to preach love and then found witty and humorous ways to respond, ending with "All rocks go to heaven."

Conclusion

Post Writing Interjection: I know this post has probably been redundant at times, but I think I was/am just trying to drive home the point.  Sometimes, if it isn't repeated it can get lost in translation.

I guess, though this fairly robust post, what I'm trying to get at can be summed up as so: Let's try to control what we can, let go what we cannot, and replace the negative energy with positive energy.  It's great to have a passion for beliefs and a passion for life, but sometimes we get lost in that passion and forget the bigger picture.

Is what I believe correct? I can't say.  Are you wrong? I'm not positive.  Will my words matter? It's to be determined.  I know for myself, at least, I will try to let go of the dead weight and enjoy the great people in my life as much as I can.  I know I won't agree with everyone, but who is right and who is wrong will get settled eventually.  I'll provide tools when I can but it's up to the world to use them for the right reasons (whatever those reasons may be).  We talk about what's right and what's wrong, but do we truly, one hundred percent know for sure? It seems to me like we can't.  Whether you believe in God or not, we came to this earth somehow. Don't you think whoever or whatever started this whole life thing should have a say, besides in written texts, definitively what's right or wrong?  Faith is important, definitely, but so is remembering to conquer our hatred.

I just hope that maybe, just maybe, we can live happier lives and allow others to live the lives they choose. Isn't that what we want at the end of the day, anyways?  Just a thought.